3/1 – 3/7
learned ada lovelace’s moral instructor tried to have affair with her.
watched russian robert pattinson discuss ai.
read waiting for godot (1951). beckett meticulously captures the image of humanity shivering in the cold, talking to itself.
3/8 – 3/14
loafed with rhea. middling espresso martinis followed by taco bell followed by chonkiest chip cookies with jaw detachment of satisfied snake.
reject eugenics for obvious reasons but also don’t think it would have made much difference which males did the impregnating, henry higgins or homer simpson, the king or the commoner. humanity would still be pretty much what it is today. we come from a long line of determined, resourceful, microscopic tadpoles – champions, every one.
3/15 – 3/21
heraclitus said no man steps in the same river twice, didn’t make exception for lyfts. he remembered my name, let me record conversation for posterity.
dripped ube collectively with saniya saturday. we agreed dj blue light glasses killed the set but dj raj walkar kills the mood. learned pharrell williams has four-beat producer tag followed by honorable mention in what the lads say. think artist’s sway good coffee shop name.
so i don’t go outside –
yeah we know.
friend 1 said i don’t have to listen to what friend 2 says.
i said the same thing but when a white woman says it it means more, huh.
no, you just said it after she said it –
brown women mean nothing –
don’t be a piece of work.
discussed opening a bar and naming it baradise with emma. did humans always fight this much?
watched the professor and the madman (2019).
3/22 – 3/31
Kartika Upadhyaya 